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12-aku-rela

Melankolis

Such an irony, how a minute awaited for long

Could just pass with nothing done

Or probably the best way a moment could happen

Is by letting that moment takes part, and us giving in?

I’ve been wondering all this time, of what I would do, if I ever see you again after these years.

Would I be raging and losing my control,

transferring my worst emotion to you

saying things I’ve always wanted to say?

 

Or would my pride overwhelm me

Fake smile and short hello

Like an old friend

Although we both know the term has never define us

 

Or I might not even recognize you at all

Drowning in lines of nostalgic memories

It is not you whom I miss

It is your shadow, the time and space that has been used up

 

But I did neither

I know it’s you

A delight in that crowded café in a busy weekday

You’ve changed, but I haven’t

I am still infatuated by your presence

 

I took a few step behind

So that I could indulge in your beauty

I have been deprived of my daily bless

How pleasant you are to my eyes

 

No fake greetings no anger

I want to tell you about places I’ve been visited

I want to tell you  I just broke my leg

 

But there will only be a minute

Let’s wait for a better time to converse, I said

Although I know that time is never right

 

So I took that last minutes to savour you

Greedily absorbing your lines, your eyebrows, your deep eyes, your lips

Sealing your last look in my mind

And I bid farewell

A wordless goodbye

14th August 2010 | 4:30 am |

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Respon
  1. Bukan blog Margie biasanya.
    I like ittt #suaraRiantiCartwright

    katumbiri | March 24, 2013 | 17:28 |

  2. yang artinya?

    amoebasterix | March 24, 2013 | 17:30 |

  3. Pasti abis ketemu mantan ya marge?

    yunsopupami | March 24, 2013 | 17:32 |

  4. ha..ha..ha..ha……… selamat datang kegelisahan, selamat datang detak yang terus beraroma…ha..ha..haaaaaaaaaaaaa

    *) seandainya rasa dan apa itu namanya semudah cilukba, mungkin kita akan lebih mudah…

    jimmoris | March 24, 2013 | 17:34 |

  5. lelaki itu yang harusnya ngambil inisiatif.. ah, dia sepertinya emang buru2..
    atau sengaja menghindar?!

    afreeze | March 24, 2013 | 17:34 |

  6. your ex, i bet^__^. how sweet that you both can still act friendly to each other.

    duwexz | March 24, 2013 | 17:35 |

  7. @katumbiri Something changes me! LOL!! kamu lg terinspirasi sama Rianti Catwright y?huihihihi…

    margarittta | March 24, 2013 | 17:36 |

  8. @amoebasterix Aku juga nggak tau..nggak tau..slesai posting jadi bingung sendiri…trus ga aku buka2 si blog..hahahaa

    margarittta | March 24, 2013 | 17:36 |

  9. @jimmoris …dan mencuri bahasa loe ya jim?hehehe…

    margarittta | March 24, 2013 | 17:37 |

  10. @afreeze Mungkin tidak melihat saja.. *Mencoba berpikir positif* :)

    margarittta | March 24, 2013 | 17:37 |

  11. @duwexz The time is always wrong i guess…hehehe..the right time has passed.. :D Friendly juga tidak, cuma tidak berantem saja…hehehe…

    margarittta | March 24, 2013 | 17:38 |

  12. @yunsopupami mmmmmm…. :))

    margarittta | March 24, 2013 | 17:39 |

  13. hahah bener2 nggak biasa!
    menyarankan :

    Gwen Stefani : Cool

    aaoniz | March 24, 2013 | 17:39 |

  14. @aaoniz Ini bwat playlist y?huahahaaa…

    margarittta | March 24, 2013 | 17:40 |

  15. hahaha…..iya lahh wkwkwkwk

    aaoniz | March 24, 2013 | 17:41 |

  16. sudah menjadi pujangga …. kata2 bukan cerita tapi jadi puisi ! :) …… (penyair laskar hati hampa:)

    gunnroses | March 24, 2013 | 17:42 |

  17. @gunnroses Jahaha..penulis jadi penyair..penyair jadi penulis..tebalik dunia ini.. :D

    margarittta | March 24, 2013 | 17:43 |